Sunday, April 30, 2006

Flower

Fragile flower
is my love,
diamond of dew
on an ivory untorn
memory of moon
with green scent
of early dawn,

ethereal as last rays
of setting sun
on river wavelets,
flashing blue and golden,
uncaptured, freely gone

whisper of time,
secret of secrets
beyond all forgetting,
flicker caught
winking on water-birds
silent wing

vermillion and ochre
bleeding now
stabbing through leaning trees
dripping red
over rippled water,
wild, untethered

spent candle flame
guttering
in a pool of wax,
fragile beyond
all embrace or grasp

fragile flower
is my love,
diamond of dew
on an ivory untorn
memory of moon
with green scent
of early dawn


by c van gorkom

By This End I know

I did not see
your day begin
but by this end
I know
that all is well......

Through boughs of evergreen
I look toward
setting sun,
across an open field
cut for hay,
through river bank
groves of poplar, aspen,
and willow,
to purple mountains
rimmed with gold

river chatters
around rocks
in falling evening cold,
overhead,
a pair of quarrelling
bald eagles
wheel,
then, spent like falling arrows,
dive for home

Now a quiet watchman reigns
and calls the hours
with tiny birdlike voices,
stars on a firmament
of silence

until dark
when hunting moon
calls out her pack
and howling lopes
across star-shivering
sky.


by c van gorkom

Undulating

how you bend
a shoreline reed
in winds of summer
loving

how you dance
your seven veils
flowing

your flame
in midnight stillness
willowing

secret currents
of desire
wafting

sea you are
beneath
my vessel sailing

wind beneath
my soaring.

by c van gorkom

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Times And Seasons

Birch brush branches
sweep
cloud-scattered sky,
until leaves
in sunny May
wind-blown wave
early spring
good-bye

Blossoms burst
in fragrant flower
on knarled apple,
purple plum;

and a grassy knoll,
above it all,
blooms scattered violet
picnic promises,
awaits chernobyl of the soul
or times of tumid love,

when sunburned
couples,
climbing to her summit
come,
wile away
an afternoon,
await ending of the world,

or, should that delay,
do what lovers always do
by softly silver
summer moon.


by c van gorkom

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Your poem

Your poem hangs
pendulent
and luscious
a ripe fruit
ready to fall
fully into hands
reached out gently
for the picking

perfectly ripe
and totally sweet
rarely found so matured
in perfection's blend
of summer's sun and shade

so rare is this poem
in its singular
self-giving
seductive globularity,
even to lightly read
is to harvest-taste
flooding showers
of fullness.



by c. van gorkom

You Awake

you have awakened
and rise seeking
him whom your soul
loveth,

Spirit or flesh
or word from the beloved
spirit and flesh,

or word made flesh,
from jasmine scented
moon flower
a poem of love,
or peace be still
for strolling
on quiet moonlit water,

or a hand at oars
in time’s reluctant storming,

a presence whose word
mountains move,
awaken visions
to fulfil,

or in sweet hope you waken
to find brought forth
by His umbilical hand,
one born of misted
snowy mountains,
and your own discarded tangles,
of love unknown or not remembered
waiting up to meet and hold you,
his love’s chosen,
closer-than-a-friend.


by c van gorkom

Whither Wind

John 3: 5-8


Born of the Spirit.
Mystery wind-light
shines in your eyes
as from a wise place
both present and distant

words flow in your breath
on musical wavelet inflections

you breathe when I breathe
as you listen

your answers, when I ask,
not paint-scrapings from broken glass,
but uncoiling vapours
that rise unfamiliar
from deep wells
of wise and untroubled thought

Born of the Spirit.
I see you here
I have always known you
not always this way,
but whither wind?

I hear you now
I feel you, and you move freely,
stirring my dry leaves

my eyes follow you
across this sacramental table in wonder
where are you going?
all within reach
your presence enfolds
my grasp unholds
already I miss you.

by c. van gorkom

Valour’s Ditty

Man of valour flies the banner
of his Father, King of Kings,
above the pennant of his lady
licit liege and faithful queen

He’s not some lonely Don Quixote
random jousting mills at whim

His word is firm, his orders sealed,
his eyes are fixed on vistas grim,
the spirit of the sword he wields
serves the love that masters him.


by c van gorkom

Unglued

The world comes unglued
slower than I thought it would

you know the Jonah syndrome,
he shouted his message
at the top of his reluctant whisper,
then retreated hill-wise

to watch the wrath
and other fireworks fall

his reward the burning sun,
a wilting shade,
and a passing thousand-year-later
mention
by the Messiah

“You have the sign of my
prophet Jonah”
Jesus said.


by c van gorkom

Undelude

All nature, flesh,
prepare for death
by hoarded croft
of hard-won equilibrium

achieve a fosseled
choirloft
where angels never sing

the Buddha
like his followers
look alone
at themselves
in still ponds
reflected
unrippling

stones)(senots

God walks
His growing garden

His Son calls
Spirit prays
He seeks
behind a myriad leaves
naming static stones

calls dust
to simple trust

wants to family
everyone.


by c van gorkom

Twisted String

Blows a storm through the strings
in the fiddler’s tune
this gale blows down
from mountains of the moon
hearts are lost to the swinging swoon
sails torn in the wailing wind
lost souls wail in the flying wind
these fiddlers just play on.

tap their feet to a reggae beat
passive gaze at their fingers dance
a whirl-wind blows
a hard rain falls
but as if in a trance
these fiddlers just play on.

Though the barn burn down,
and the world be gone,
and time be done for everyone,
will these fiddlers play,
these fiddlers just play on?


by c. van gorkom

Trees Only Grow

Rain showers pass with banks of rumbling clouds,
thunder grumbles in the distance;
it is Sunday afternoon with the world,
all is still, but eager flowers
burst up from the ground
and busy swallows catch mosquitoes
for their hungry fledglings.

Sunday afternoon:
but the conscience of the world
is restless and uneasy,
traffic noises tell me,
crowded places to eat and drink,
burgeoning casinos.

Sunday afternoon:
leaves each with her own voice
rustle in the wind
surge like the sea
and trees,
for cradles or crosses,
only grow.



by C. Van Gorkom

To The Death

When you fight
an ugly red
man-goat
with a tail,
horns
and pointed ears,
that’s one thing,

When your assailant
is a sweet
feminine
angel of light,
now this
is another matter.

They both attempt
the lethal blow,
one with a spear,
the other with
caressing touch,
flattering tongue.

to win,
they make you
like themselves,
and yet, remember,
we wrestle not
against flesh and blood.


by c van gorkom

Then Comes A Man

Drum beaten
burning broken words
stream screaming rain
this midnight of the world
murder wrought
angry volcano-shot
syllables of brimstone flame
but a man came
who was sent from God.

Intervenes
by word not heard
love not seen
by Jesus comes.

Word made flesh of lantern grace
of laser truth
scything swath
pathways of light
mindless molten debris among
seething deface of fallen stars

To rescue his gifted few
who love light after all
its gentle increase
floods of dawn
swelling peace

May find His way
through festered rubble
toxic throbbing rains of sound
take proffered hand
stumble-rise from cosmic stubble
lift dancing feet on hallowed ground
rejoicing follow.



by c van gorkom

The Quest

Let us go from this pleasant meadow
to find The Most Excellent
will you come?
we will follow the belly-sob
to its source

we pass the place where
our names encrypted are cached
beyond speech

deep into the forest
of tall red coastal cedars
standing in folded
blankets of green moss
beside still pools

wisdom, a little bird,
flits instinctively among
the dense foilage
branch to branch

the deed not yet done
the word not yet spoken
in barken fiber is woven
to put on like a cloak
or burn

when we later return
to the meadow
still wondering
lo our words in a basket
waiting
our deeds on a string.


by c van gorkom

The Poet Wakes

To graveyards now
where bones of poems
restless sleep cradled by thornful
hedges of neglect

shadows lengthen
pulled from westering sun
til fallen night is come

and feathered vowels
in crooked oaks
mournful watches keep
they moan
rustling consonants of leaves
sighing inspiration blown
with moonlit ivory
clatter of dry bone.


by c van gorkom

The Gift

For you, my love,
this unpronounceable seed
in sacred parchment’s
stainglass field
I planted long ago

By faltering unpenned
human need
phrase tentative
then anointed
with green urgency

So cracked planetary
heaven’s shell

That little light
downward spill
on silver wings
to summer’s sleeping
garden

--root-bound with you
these centuries
on stone-cold winter’s
windowsill

--quaint forgotten love and hope
to stir
in yet this sombre time--

Tomorrows golden frozen dawn
perchance to warmly bloom.



by. c. van gorkom

The End Comes

The end comes
but not before
this world’s hour
of mindless slaughter

not before you worship
and curse
the blood bones
and meat
of my sons and my daughter

call it art
call it science
just for fun
but no matter

first seize sacred words
break consonant bones
pull them apart
start with their wings
skewer them
spill precious vowels
roast them bleeding
pierced on sticks
in roaring flame
make them curses of perversion
chew them
fat dribbling down
your mechanical chins

wailing ceremonies beaten
on pots of deafening tin
twisted in knots
of electric guitar

electron engraved
on tablets of silicon
recalled by bloodied
finger struck
plastic button

by dervish by gibberish
the beat goes on
clubbing skulls
with ball bats or chemicals
wielded by automatons
treading grapes of cosmic wrath

and when this bloody hour
of temptation is done
the Lord in Love’s Joy
shall return
for all whose stiffened fingers
disdaining sword
still grip His pure
and perfect word.



by c van gorkom

Telkwa Trail

Knarled trail roots from Telkwa to Tyee Lake
arthritic fingers loam sunken
folded in ancient prayer
polished by hikers feet
twisted sisal cordage
inlaid with velvet moss
trampled beltway
worn from home downhill
to the beach
sunburned and weary evening
pack-tracking uphill home again.



by c. van gorkom

Telkwa Toll

Crossing the Telkwa River
every train sounds its massive horns
over and again
a mournful tolling for the dead,
for the young son killed
when fear froze him
to forbidden tracks
on the forbidden bridge.

In his office across town
at whistle time
a father stops his work
and stares,

a mother seeks a time-sodden outline
love’s smiling visage
among memories,
leaves steeping deeply
in a forest pool.


by c. van gorkom

Surprise Attack

John 7:41


It was not to be so obvious
that he was born in Bethlehem
from David's line

not to be discovered till later

furtively born
till the veil was torn
deed done
salvation won.


by c van gorkom

Stars of Job 38:7

Moon of pearl rises
in silver tides of song
her trailing tresses tangle
in crowns of winter trees
on resting hills gathered and nestled
between sleeping valleys
against night skies

your lashes sweep
dreams away
from opening eyes
reflecting pools of pearl
in silhouette of trees
the always skies of night

how soft the duet
our breathing sings
stars of morning listen
to songs they sang of old
in the beginning is the ending
even so
the night is cold.


by c van gorkom

Soul Cam

Look through the wood stove’s sooted window
burned blue brass foil flames
undulating slowly rise
between blackened logs

outside sun has set
shadows deep in the hushen world
emerge standing darkly among tall spruce
tightly gathered at the garden’s foot

next door as always
neighbour’s windows are black
his restless chimera in her bracken bed
stirs and raises her head

from the radio a jazz trio
piano snare and guitar slowly unwind
scented tendrils of tonal smoke

soul scrolls uncurl
and slowly wind up again
around the brush and beat

golden lights of candle and stove
reflect in window panes now darkening
against a background ambience of charcoal
blues and greens
scenes framed wovenly by music

elbows on the table
a soul brushed by cymbals and snares
stirs memories in an amber glass
stirs the flickering golden light
folds her blessings and cares to put away
should some night like this
the neighbour knocking
call.


by c. van gorkom

So Rings My Silent Cave

You tame the dragon,
and by this, the treasure
she guards is yours,
rubbles of poetry,
of catastrophe,
broken shards.

She answers obediently,
tamely,
to your tether and tug,
you fill my echoing caves
with pluck-strumming of strings
on your guitar,
from your stone and velvet throne,
your soul in silken voice
sings

The dragon-scaled Belly Sob
on her treasure lying
from another cavern room,
in strangely quiet dragon voice
as in some ancient harmony
attempts to croaking
sing .


by c van gorkom

Skirting Dispair

Oh Lord, you know my weak
places where I am propped and splinted
with gathered slivers and string
where I shudder, sway and quake
in slightest wind.

Lord, help me trust you
with my life this tottering
edifice supports

to agree with you
even to demolition of the wooden frame
the shaming of my name
to rising clouds of dust

to walk again with you
the extra mile,
and trust.


by c van gorkom

Shepherd’s Song

Where is the shepherdess
of Yearning Hollow
who gathered my lambs
and taught them to follow

entered each night
my camp-wagon door
warmed my bed
and shared my pillow

in the bright morning
stepping light as the dews
led to green hills
my rams and my ewes?

The song of her flute
used to sing with the brook
on the silence of wind
stirring leaves of my book

she led my sheep
now they scatter alone
the words on my pages
trampled, undone

They say she’s lost wandering
Sin Wallow’s town
I am the Good Shepherd
to find and bring home

by morning my arms
shall carry my one
young lambs of her joy
again leap in the sun

young lambs of her joy
again leap in the sun.

by c van gorkom

Shadows

sudden shadow of a hawk
silences twittering
sparrows

some darting fly
into foilage of denser trees
others simply freeze

sudden shadow of winter
falls on my fallow field
startled I measure
mentally my pantry shelves
empty space by thistles
my summer’s yield

and so when you died
the shadow of your passing
my startle
my freeze

suddenly fruitful fields
beckoning trees
juggling trade
so futile seems

my soul sorts
her traveling clothes
chooses
godly themes



by c van gorkom

Sent Forth

Like a mighty wind
whips waves to violence
upon a rocky coast,

or gull flares ascending
effortlessly
into whistling gale
on motionless wing,

so, when walking
sandy shoreline reaches
even in wane of moon,
when that eager wind
runs aerie fingers
through your willing hair,
flings your skirts
land ward, billowing,

and you lift your face
to exulting meet it,
taste salt upon your lips,
when moon buries his face
in your sandalwood scented
streaming hair,

even then you think of him
whose name you never learned,
your heart is heavy
with anchor of despair
where is he whom
your soul loveth?

Why has God left you here
in this empty in-between
with howling wind,
cries of gulls,

you cry and scream,
but the sounds are torn
from your bitten lips
in passionate
violences of wind

a pause when the universe
catches its breath,
then crossing the sand
one gently comes
arms open wide

not now for you lover,
or fantasy haven,
God answered for now with
a dear friend and guide.



by c van gorkom

Salvation

You want to draw and paint
muscles and nerves
in naked skin
clean of all blood

manifesting female one
as beauty alone, sans lover

I agree--
aesthetically speaking,
blood, when spilled,
is messy as sin,
yet, ugly thus,
needs beauty begin,
divinely other


by c. van gorkom

Run

Run with me;
miles we shall cover
tonight,
fleet-footed,
panting down back roads
between rolling fields
by moonlight;
miles shall fly.

Tear with me
great gorges
of night fragrant air,
lung deep,
damp heavy with dew.

Soaring wings
our tireless feet,
exulting
in single step,
single heart
pounding beat.

Stamina by starlight
up soft earthlet
silver ribbon road,
climbing wooded hill
then down to where lake
of poured out
starry sky is spilled,
mirror still.

on this moonlit
grassy shore,
let’s stop to drink
our fill.



by c van gorkom

Robert Louis Stevenson

Eighteen eighty-nine finds you
photographed
with the king and princess of Hawaii
at a luau inWaikiki.

There are more than eight
at the table
king Kalakua, princess Liliuokalani
and you
gaze at the camera
royal eyes veiled
yours measuring
percolating
your face tuberculosis thin
reaching for another paragraph
perhaps
or verse within
as others reach for roast pig.

Words place you there
title and crest you.

Words that fall in you like rain
collect in the deep
pools of your eyes.
Steep sentient solitary tea
sound seas
probe jungle deeps
walk beaches beneath
tangle-rooted kamani trees
explore the darkened soul
shadowed curse
brown girls in grass skirts,
Oxford primitives in starched shirts
grizzled sailors
domiciled in grass shacks,

You sit sallow
in your canvas chair,
thread words like shells
weave air.

Tuberculer
director
rule written centuries
with a pencil
septor.


by c van gorkom

Right As Rock

That flowers should spring
from a gaggle of leaves,
poems from the cacophony
of crowds...

Lord, this you have willed
by the twinkle of your eye,
the nod of your faintly perceptible smile.

Your blossom reclines on her stock
effortless in glory---
how clumsy my gardening,
contrived my words---

How symphonic your work,
inevitable your time
and your flowing river!


by c. van gorkom

Rain

Thus falls silver beading rain
on Summer’s grassy hill,
upon the quiet valley,
swells by rill the rolling river

sometimes flung by thunder-wind
to pensive window pane,
or drop by drop to simply fall
tiny pearls from heaven
leaf by leaf to grace
a flower’s velvet petal

nearby spruce and poplar’s drink
and don another ring
while floor-wise moss green
soaking gleans
and all sound swallows,

but the dimly song
of graceful rain
angels always sing.


by c. van gorkom

Prayer

Abide with me,
though star be flung
from the sky,
words not be foound to turn the comet
from its flight
on its appointed round;

Lord of the blinding light,
exploding sea,
abide with me.


by c van gorkom

Poets Prayer

Let my words
eddy ebb and flow
with currents of tribal sea
streams of light
threads of blood

let them be marbles
in the canyons teeth
rolling in the mouth
of swollen flume

let them fall with rattle
and battle roar
unharnessed tides
surging after the moon

at war with all
but the canoe
threading upstream
between skirmish
and silver beam
paddled strong-shouldered
where river churns
by Desire and his lover
Gentle Dream

til an island
where tall pines
shelter a cabin

in whose window warmly
an oil lamp in darkness
burns.



by c van gorkom

Pensioner’s Fry

In a circle of old pickup trucks,
a little dented, faded, a little rusty,
stands a circle of older men around a fire,
weather-beaten faces,
concentrated and serious.

Six small fish fry on a flatiron

tenderly taking turns,
they poke and prod and turn
teasingly delectable morsels,
speaking little.

Each face is comfortable and familiar
as old leather,
a little reverent, a little silent,
faces lined deep as thought,
I the intruder

in former years,
they worked hard
at honest trades.
Those days a fish-fry had wives
and kids and cases of beer
with raucous laughter

Now they greet me
with wary, inward nods,
there is no more hearty
“Won’t you join us?”

A well-fed younger scavenger,
I savor the moment and move on.

I still have a case of beer
unshared at home.



by c van gorkom

Opus Integra

At home you are known
by other names
online do you need
to posture, re-invent yourself?

a leopard changing spots

Yet I notice
when you’re lounging
behind a sunlit spray
of scribbled leaves

your own composing

your natural skin
in dappled sun--
unwordly beautiful.


by c. van gorkom

Northland

There swells in the far north
a slow swelling of a sea
an imperceptible rise and descent
into grinding poverty
harvesting rocks in fields of dreams

a land aloof, nevertheless in beauty,
that cannot bear much company,
settlements scattered and small,

and lowering nimbus overall,
with smoldering smoke from cooking fires,
heaving like the mountains heave,
moving like massive glaciers move
in winds that only stir
the surfaces of things, leaves and twigs,

surge fathomless tides of melancholy,
floes of motionless joy,
the sound outside on a frozen night
of a single violin.


by c van gorkom

Northern Midnight

Not just holy-habited virgins and grey wolves
sing winter nights
swinging pendulant melodic censers
over dark forested hill and vale

Sometimes when the moon is full
scintillating the snow
is heard not just heart as it sings
and sighs
listening
for answering heart
answering eyes
to share the rising vapours in the cooling wood

Sometimes is heard
wafting mistily through cascading shade
of silver sorrow
softly pleading
cadenza by cello
troubadour of ancient continuum
themes from the finite
predicamant of eternal soul
sonorously ascending melodic curtains
of colour in phosphoric flame

Then falling elegaic phrases
drop dead loved one’s names
timbre tearing
down aurora borealis in flowing fugal
tapestries of red silver and greens

Cello choirs by moonlight weep
in concert with virgins and wolves
streaming faces lifted from the rubble
of the world
in prayerful offerings.


by c van gorkom

Nexus

Gethsemane
interplanetary
galaxy garden

where frustrated
flattering dark lord sprang
with flashing sword

where son of grieving God
sweat drops of blood
gifted his father
“Thy will be done”

by gentle “I am”
mobbing minions
backward fell

by syllable rubbled
castles of hate
shattered shackles of hell

by love swung wide
his city gate

by Spirit solo violin
invites us in.


by c van gorkom

Mystery

Remember your mystery,
O my soul,
the toxic swamps,
your dirty hands,
their splintered nails,
cankerous warts on scaled skin,
shoeless feet below torn clothes,
mucus bloody-webbed
encrusted toes,
your heart an adder’s egg,
leathery, alive, unburst,
and always the distant
baying of pursuing hounds
with lusty thirst,
the law, its focused swords
untempered intent---
yes, someone knows
where you’ve been,
what you’ve done,
where you went.

A hopeless case,
yet a carpenter homeless,
a penniless Jew,
took your place,
down river in his coffin you escaped,
instead, pursuing law buried its hungry sword
with all the justified anger of God
in his offered side.

In your place he died,
but death could not hold such power and love,
at the beach where you stranded
was he waiting with fish and fire,
burst open your wooden tomb,
at supper your life began again,
for redeemer, brother, mysterious friend.


by c van gorkom

Merlin Meets Jesus

One bright day
she stepped out with Merlin magician
to walk some wave-tumbled shore
arm in arm

the sea was drawn up at edges
spilling clouds
fitfully blown
her burgundy sash full skirt
sailed and wove
a gull hovering
fishing

warm sand sprinkled white
broken shells
ochre snarls of kelp

Merlin leaned
on his crystal-knob staff
fell were his eyes
an embroidered dragon
unshrugged on his shoulder

a necromancer’s pointed hat
of many encounters
needle-worked with moon and stars
brimmed his Babylonian gray cascade
of long hair and ancient beard

She was animated
walking in awe
flattered as they talked
of owls, bats, and which faerie mattered

Then far away on the sand she saw
a tiny figure approaching
it grew larger, a man bareheaded,
wearing a loose simple gown

Merlin forgotten shrank at her side
as this stranger drew touch-possible close
full size
his kind eyes found her faltering eyes

“Jesus” she exhaled
buckling undone
knee-humbled, blurred

swift from her skirts
fled shadow of bird.


by c van gorkom

Iesu

Graces by cross
Southern night sky

Dances mute flowers
His fragrant breath

Blesses by rains
His fragile bloom

Walks by moon
my truculent sea

Stills my flame
that skyward steals

Prays by doves
soft muted cry

Gathers by churches
Spirits reply

Staggers to apex
history of man

Cannibals death
by endless beget

Surpasses by sunrise
final sunset


by c van gorkom

note: “Iesu” is Hawaiian for “Jesus”

His Poem

His poem was a pebble,
dropped into a well,
it fell,

It’s falling still

His poem was a little ship
upon the sea set sail,
unsunk by storm,
no harbour found,

it sails still

His poem was a little seed
breathing soft within a shell,
keep it well,
it waits to bloom
in fertile soil,

His poem was the word
made flesh,
the reconcile,
the peace-be-still,
his poem trashed
the gates of Hell,
freed some slaves,
waits,
enthroned,
until.



by c van gorkom

From The Bleachers

Tonight the heavens rang
with celebration
as if great victory
had been won

God of love
placed you before him
on his horse,
his army followed
every one cheering
marching home

you sat astride,
bundled in lush
white robes,
naked legs
horse gripping,
thick long hair
flying,
Love held you tight
and laughing

God of Love and you
under eternal sun
led the procession
into kingdom come

How could I help
but love,
and deeply love?

by c van gorkom

Cross Purposes

You want me to write a song
to describe how her body bends
undulating like a willow wand
while at some household duty

how molton magma rises
from below my belly
at her beauty

but I want to tell you
over your shoulder I see
the earth has opened wide
her mouth
to swallow your city.


by c van gorkom

Bread and Stones

In Bangkok, Orchid Lane
the little massage parlour girls’
mom lies sick and hungry in shadows
longing for bread

her little girl
in a dirty white dress
by flashing her thighs
tries to help

a fat tourist
flashing a twenty baht note
seeks bread for the throat
of his starving lust
he slaves for alone

a child sacrifice
a deal done
gives everyone
asking for bread
a stone


by c van gorkom

Between The Dream

Early morning hours
before dawn
all feminine you rise
ethereal
misted up from woodland
pools of sleep

Something warm
and full and dim,
a candle burning single,
still illuminates
the oaken study
of your inner eyes,

where Hope and Hopeless,
tired scholars,
puzzling over ancient books
sleep now, softly breathing,
lost in love’s bewildered
labyrinth of unsurmise.

You tiptoe to the window
where you sit,
and watch the quiet street,
for in between the dream
and dream,
you seek the moonlit
sense of it,
the loving be of seem.


by c van gorkom

Plowshares To Prayers

There's a sound
of battle preparation
in the camp,
not like the beating
of plowshare to sword,

more like the cry
of a broken
supplicant
weeping
at the feet
of his ministering Lord.


by c van gorkom

Fragments From An Old Journal

This place I am right now,
this treasure mapped,
golden place,
pirated from time
at the base
of a bloody tree,
God circled
on a map for me

Before the world
was even young,
my continent discovered,
before the age was dark,
the light uncovered,
that Bethlehem blazed
upon the world,
amazing the dark,

Before all this,
my switch was pulled,
my poem circled,
my map marked.

by c van gorkom

From Winter Sleep, Awake!

Spring comes
despite deep winter in my soul,
wears gossamer layered gowns of red,
yellow, green, and blue,
comes floating
in my midnight,
to my study of shelves
ladened with dusty browns
and blacks,
serious philosophy,
heavy tomes,
forgotten history,

chills and darkness flee
before bright flames
her candle brings,
her lush Lucia crown
of many candles,

--flee before prisim-shining
floating folds of her
garment’s glow,

“Time to raise the blinds!”
she sings
“The sun is high
upon its rising,
morning doves
are carolling
across the land--

come,
our time is passing,
take my hand!”


by c. van gorkom

Whispers

How silent sunshine is
running
on the snow

how mindful to miss
blue prints
children make
sliding down a hill

how softly brushes
shadows edge
drifted under trees

how gently melts
diamond lace
draped sparkling
from my eves

Land slowly steals blue shadow
while slowly dims the sun
with silver breath
snow awaits
rising of the moon.


by c van gorkom

Two Sets

Two sets of footprints,
see them in blue-white snow,
following along
frozen river,
thawing now.

follow them
to the house,
the living room
with a sofa for two
in front of a quiet fire,
see two candles
burning,
light is golden,
shadows are deep
and rich.

Hear two voices
softly talking
like two hands
meeting,
holding,
talking about
life, arts, poetry,
science, God
and His salvation,

voices pausing for prayer,
prayer like arms
enfolding,
like arms raising,
prayer like lover's
sighing, sighing,

then talk again,
gently,
like two hands holding.
sound of love,
those two hands
before the quiet fire,
holding, holding.


by c van gorkom

Tone Poem

You are
tone poem
as if by Debussy

dancing girl
of enchanted wood
waiting for lifted bow
on tension-tuned string

curled,
you have been,
softly nesting,
cucooned
within your secret
violin

An eternal craftsman
once listened for your song

A rainforest sitka spruce
sang it while growing
along steep
mountainous fjords.

He cut,
logged and split
the masculine wood
then shop-bench carved
a violin
with master’s skill.

Left only a tone poem
as if by Debussy
yet to be played
still within

Now lifts his bow
under sunset sky
on a lonely hill.


by c van gorkom

The Toll Troll

“Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
look full in his wonderful face,
and the things of earth
will grow strangely dim,
in the light of his glory
and grace.”

When Keeper Hag the toll troll
extends her gnarled claw
plants herself squarely
between us
to collect from me
your rent,

I toss her a toxic coin
with face of Jesus on it
collecting, as she keeps them
in her shriveled breast
next her twisted heart,

Toxic as bitter herbs
for healing of her disease,
which, to succeed,
vanishes her into empty air.

Indeed, of late, she has been seen
to disappear
whole seasons
of maturing love.


by c van gorkom

To Be Of Wind

Leaves of aspen,
tall leaves of reed,
sway waving
in music of wind

pulsing diminuendos
whispers
of shadow and sunlight
rivulate river waves
and sifting sand

All this,
because of this,
hand seeks quiet hand

invisible
congregations gather
praises
in pulsing crescendos
grow and ring

down river flowing
across no longer
barren land.


by c van gorkom

To A Friend

Sounds like you’ve been stoned
a time or two,
bloody knived,
diamond smiles reflected
in rivulated pools
down clod-dirt hill.

double-crossed
Saviour and you
a time or two
while digitally enhanced
gospel choir
chanted and swayed

dirversion made
and bridged
formulated rows of church
chorus to first verse.

praises never missed a beat
crucifixion so discreet
the altar was all spic and span
by the time the choir was done.

None knew but you the Great Atone,
the choir died
but you live on.


by c van gorkom

The way

a single flower
dies
in a barren land
its seeds dry
in hot sun
and scatter
storm blown

till sprouting Spring
when even mountains
once leafless
are covered in bloom

this is the way
of flowers


by c van gorkom

The Cry

You called across the universe,
cried, shrieking in torment
flailing desperately for help,
you called.

Sin had spilled its poison wine
had spawned and fed
creeping hosts of crawling,
flying, seducing plagues
of despair
stinging, biting with fang
a burning to death
in cold flame

And for help you cried.

your anguish
resonated in great
galactic halls
in planet splitting duet
with agony of God

He heard your cries,
even your angry screams,
sent floods of healing love,

Sent his son to rescue and heal,
to hear your confession all broken,
to forgive
rocking you in his arms
to forgive
to hush your crying
to bring you contentment
and sweet restful sleep.

When refreshed, you arise,
you will sing a new song.


by c van gorkom

Song's End

Sometimes when we walk
at night
together in this wild northland
frontier
we hear
howling of wolves
raw wild desire
for mate
and meat
across phosphorescent
moonlit river

it dies at song's end
to a nuzzling whimper
the night listens
my heart longs
howling
to answer

from wild blood ancestral
to memory tribal
falls faintly an echo
from night-slash by ancient
angel choir:
"Glory to God in the highest,
on earth peace
to men of good-will"

I squeeze your hand
draw you a little near
the ancestral,
the tribal,
the night now silent,
and cold,
and clear.


by c van gorkom

Scape Goat

Today I walk reluctantly
along an ice-choked river,
blue sky sun is warm,
this last day of my life.

Ice is breaking up,
winter nearly over,
river water chuckles
cheerfully around and under
chunks of broken ice.

Snow melts,
I do not want such beauty
to end,
I miss you,
I am alone.

Yesterday you told me
secrets, all your sins,
today will you drive me away,
it is the nature of this burden
to destroy,

chase me from your camp,
sacrifice me to your conscience;
I shall bear your sins
under the anger of God
into oblivion---

From the dump
where they cast
my lifeless,
broken body,

I still rise again,
my love for you
still raises me,
I shall return,
make you my bride,
my friend,

together, forever,
we shall live.


by c van gorkom

Quiet Tales

I have never met anyone before who knew the Bellysob. . .
someday I know you have a quiet tale to tell

I see a slowly flaming log
in a stone fireplace.

It is night,
there is a braided rug

close by in a wall
a moonlit leaded window

we sit pillowed and comfortable
our feet up before the fire
in a pool of flickering light
that dances with shadows
on books in their cases,
paintings on walls

incense of peace
perfumes of mutual trust
and understanding
spice our tranquil atmosphere

softly we talk

our pool of light
unrippled
sleeps



by c van gorkom

Minus Eight at Twenty Below

Small town theatre
thick fur huskies
ice blue eyes
casually
tied up at the door

Narrow room with three hundred
seats on a slanting floor
facing a stage
the screen is hidden behind
a long blue curtain

rock music blares
from theatre speakers
while friends and neighbours
gather and take their seats
shouting and laughing
to be heard over the music

young gaggles of girls
run up and down the aisles
excitedly skip and twirl laughing
across the stage
back and forth dancing
doing cartwheels
or clowny fragments
of ballet

everyone is dressed casual
in many light layers
now in the warm theatre
unzipped, unbuttoned,
velcro loop and hook
peeled back like layers
of onion or bark of birch

northerners continue to pour
into the room
they all look happy
uninhibited and free
each one undoing his outer layers
of clothes as he walks joyfully
up to a friend or relative.

There is no difference of class
here, as anywhere in the far north
the millionaire and his wife
snuggle down in seats
beside the welfare mom
and her kids,
the European with the
quieter and shy native
aboriginals, displaced Americans
British, Australians,
and New Zealanders

They’ve all come to see a movie
this one about themselves
in part using their dogs
cabins and friends as a set
even the mountain flanks
shoulders and peaks
will be full of memories
and adventures
the movie is called “Eight Below”
practically tee-shirt weather,
you can tend the dogs in your pajammas
for five minutes easy at eight below
outside it is twenty below

the curtain rises
the music ends
the light dims
snuggle warm in your seats
the movie begins.


by c van gorkom

Mortally Wounded

“Strengthen those things that remain...”
Revelations 3:2


Pick carefully your battles,
husband your strength,
your culture could drag on
another forty years.

Mark the tree
you bleeding lie beneath
beside your love--
has stood unmoving there
two thousand rings.

Old Wind breathes into once again
its dancing summer leaves;
in His ancient foreign tongue
exhaling sings
secret syllable of breath
that second Adam raised
was it yesterday
from death of death.


by c van gorkom

Mary Magdalene

How full to overflow
this world is with your woe!

you saw Jesus seeing you
not as you were, but
restored and whole
dawning
as the yellow sun rises
on a new day

when He looked like that at you
His love could harmless swallow
toxic leaf and poison berry
of all the world's betrayal

but what do I understand
there is a blight on this land

indiscreet
you washed his feet
in public with your tears
and dried them
with your long and flowing
graceful hair

gone were the sneers
bitter ironic laugh
biting retort of other years

gone old relationships stranded
on slime rocks
with junkyard dogs
goading and teasing
to vulnerability
then sudden emasculation
by deft symbolic slash

anyone thus qualified
could take a temporary wife

but with this Jesus
you were undone
pattern broken
shards bursting
with new-pattern life

yet, when He so untimely died
were you not tempted to think
He had left you like all the others?

you hung around the garden tomb
you saw Him Easter morning
but thought He was the gardener
“where did they put His body?”
you asked

He spoke your name “Mary”
you melted “Raboni”
and worshipped Him
“Don’t touch me yet,” He said
“First I must go to our Father”

I know now
that’s how you knew
holding love's promise
He was yours
forever yours.



by c van gorkom